Me the SChiZo

bloody pissed!

2009-02-17T16:03:00.003+08:00

Im so angry w everythin lately; mostly when @ work! Im feelin so disillusioned w e whole system tt Im seriously contemplatin on tenderin..bt e main thing is I haven even bother looking 4 a job!!!! HELP ME!!!! I hate tis job so much, w e most idiotic chrs around askin stupid qns, yadah yadah....full of BULLSHIT! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

y y y y ???? Im tempted 2 just migrate n leave all worries behind....everything in my life is unsettled...my new house n everythin... its so fucking hard 2 get e reno loan approved..BLOODY banks! want 2 take half day PM leave also cant...everytime cant cant...BLOODY nonsense!
wat e heck! Im so tired..really tired..so many useless names on e effing board who nv ans calls! wats e point of hiring when they do nothing!!!!!! useless useless!!! dun tell me u gt no time 2 train them??!! INCREDULOUS! u want 2 cut cost bt SL like shit...effing shit!!! how I wish my last day will come soon! here, no recognition n management only noe how 2 talk bt no action...full of CRAP!

Im so lonely sometimes here..I missed Syl, Terenz even Kelvinder...tis is bringin tears 2 my eyes..e old days when I was sandwiched btw e 2 of them...wat memories...so sad they r nt here, Syl is next I tink..I hate him 4 doin tis...Mas is expectin n tt guy is leaving next wk.. I dun mix w some ppl; I give off the impression of arrogance cuz Im so unfamiliar w e new useless ones..I noe Im mean but hey, workload e same n w addition, no diff...tis call ctr is seriously going downhill babe! I need fresh air!

haiz...I dunno how Im goin 2 survive e next 6 hrs... I have ans 65 calls so far..even w a lot of wrap ups n NR time...I hate tis! I must get a life!

I hope I get a life soon...hopefully, my next post will b light hearted...May AI, Survivor n TAR lift my spirits!

gtg...take care n dun b like me..a miserable idiot..

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

yucky sucky mucky idiots MBJ

2008-12-25T16:16:00.002+08:00

my feelings in tis wicked n unjust call ctr....

its tiring me both physically n mentally...its so draining...damn..I hate it!haiz... e only thing sustainin me here is e frens tt Ive made here...Im like so dead...feel like I want 2 quit bt cant as I have commitments...haiz..hate it hate it hate it!

ytd, went 2 dinner wit Syl, Onara n Has n we ate @ Swensens..Has had 2 leave n so left e 3 of us...we moved over 2 coffee club n had really good coffee! e day was great bt then suddenly Syl say he want 2 TENDER in may! loud alarm bells rang inside my head! wat?!!! Im goin 2 lose e guy who had act made me laugh so much throughout my entire time here?! I felt so sad n stunned...even sent an sms 2 ask him 2 stay bt he say he'll consider...haiz...he cant leave...already e sched sucks, wats e point of feedback anyway!....then if he leaves, I tink I might go too...he my buddy...dunno whether he feels e same way bt I treat him as such...haiz...Im being selfish bt I'll b so sad if he does so!

during e dinner ytd, Onara confirmed my suspicions bout e working r/s btw Freddie n tt old hag...apparently, b4 I came in, Freddie had appeared 2 speak up during one of those meetings...frm tt point of time, he was n is (?) in e bad books...like wat e heck?! tt old hag only needs subservient ppl, TOTALLY no strong personalities r allowed 2 surface! DAMN her lah! when we had e meeting in late nov, Freddie was there too...tt old hag had made some comments but I didnt get it..now, I do...hey, he is my TL n u suck! how I wish I could say the exact same words 2 her ugly fugly horrible face rite nw!
arrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! Im pissed so deep tt u will regret ever making faizah mahmud ANGRY!

working here, merits dun count..instead u must b an expert in boot licking =( dumb dumb! e boss I dun give a damn, then her 2 lackeys, i ignore, except for edmund..he seems 2 b around most of the time...he seems ok bt onara says he is e one tt i need 2 b aware of..hmmm...cant b bothered anymore..just ans calls will do...as Randy aptly sums up, Im e lowest life form here..

earlier on mon, Freddie came 2 c us one by one..Randy first, followed by me, Manon n Jayce...we went 2 the pantry 4 like almost 20 mins n he told me tt our team ( as randy says, best team ) has been too responsive 4 our own good! tt old hag had came 2 c him when he had reported @ 1pm 2 inform him this...we have our own set of eyes, nose, mouth n ears so when we want 2 give feedback, why cant we do so?!?!?! why why why why???!! u noe when I talked 2 Freddie, I felt tt he has his own way of ''protecting'' us.I really feel it...4 instance, he always closes our CRMS, even tho he will nag n he is a man of few words...he may look or act stern but I tink he is a very good n knowledgeable TL...he can b so cina n lame most of e times but tt odd weird part of him tickles us in a way tt makes us miss him when he went on compliance in e first 2 weeks of dec...haha...e most talked about TL of e call ctr by a mile...i noe some ppl might nt like him but I tink he had changed...last time he was such a total off limits type of person bt strangely, aft his bdae in Aug, he miraculously changed into another ''open'' person..which puzzled us initially but I tink tt is his bdae resolution..haha...no idea..

Im nt feeling in e best of moods rite now, cuz 1stly its xmas, 2ndly there r many calls which I swore most at the chrs 4 nt letting us take a breather n 3rdly, its bloody cold in e call ctr n my fingers n almost frozen! hate it hate it!!!aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok lah..I tink I had clearly showed my frustrations here! seriously, dun make me march up 2 tt bloody dog by e name of Joe n smash his ugly fugly face! honestly! u r 29/30 yrs old n act r age, bastard! have guts babe!
c u when I c u k! take care n try 2 chill...I need some wind n a typhoon mayb...

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

life during nite shift

2008-12-18T05:19:00.003+08:00

tis wk Im doin nite shift w e most chaotic n fun ppl! Its a blast n away frm the pryin eyes of e management which Ive slowly learnt 2 ignore... Freddie is back n e team missed him..Nt missing a beat, I sent him an email on behalf of e team, givin him feedback on e roster n wat he had missed during his 2 wks of absence...also asked him bout his ''tattoo'' on his forehead; which both Manon n Randy insist he had once belonged 2 a gang! however, all allegations came 2 a nought as he claimed its a mole..once again, these 2 dun believe his story..haiz...I tink I need 2 stare @ him next wk once Im back on aft shift...cant believe Im stoopin 2 tis level...haha!

watched TWILIGHT last Mon as my sis insisted on treatin me..e vampire family r gorgeous w a capital G! rite nw, Im SO besotted w both Jasper n Alice.. their love 4 each other moved me n I began 2 wonder whether they will be a real life couple anytime soon ( hence e pics which Ive posted earlier)...have read all 3 books except e last one..nw Ive jumped 2 INKHEART, another book 2 movie which will b showin next yr! cant wait, e trailer looks promising..Brendan Fraser is in it n I love him! He is hilarious n convincin as a hero =) my obsession w fantasy n anything magical; no except Narnia n Golden Compass which I tink r rip-offs!

u noe, night shift tis wk has been so full of laughter, thanks 2 Rohaya, Randy n Manon! my stomach hurts so bad...I tink they shud nt lump us together, its e EVIL n HUNGRY group! munching n talking nonsense aint a gd thing 4 both body n soul..anyway, they have been like dragging tis particular name into any conversations we had n Im so worried tt e person might tink I like him!GASP!!! hopefully tis dies down SOON...=(

Syl is comin back n Im really happy! Finally aft wks of disappearance, I will b able 2 tease him once again! yeah! fun fun fun!!! 4 e festive season, Onara is plannin on e dinner 4 24th... I need 2 change my sched, need 2 talk 2 Edmund fast! as most of e shifters r workin on Xmas, we had decided 2 order a roast turkey from e Royals..yummylicious! I will b bringin pasta n fried chicken wings while Rohaya will bring potato salad..later in e evenin, we will have steamboat; in courtesy of Mas...wow, we r really being radicals here...prev was durians in e call ctr now steamboat! haha..wonder wats next?! also on e next day, we r goin 2 JB 4 another FOOD galore! haha...suddenly, i hear e word FAT screamin @ me but too bad, Im content w my size ;) LIVE LIFE 2 E FULLEST! ( in tis sense, its food food food) yeah!

okay gt 2 freshen up my face...c u when i c u k!

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

cant get enuff of TWILIGHT!

2008-12-18T04:52:00.010+08:00

e CAST @ Vanity Fair Photoshoot!

My FAV COUPLE...hope they get together in real life ;)

a great wallpaper put together by their fans...

another one as Alice & Jasper in TWILIGHT...

sweeet...

them @ e baseball game..love e look on Jasper =) sexy!

lovely Ashley Greene...

another really sweet pic of her...she really gets me feeling so lesbian...haha!

haha..cant get enuff pics of her! her potrayal as Alice is spot on...!

long day

2008-12-10T17:02:00.006+08:00

today's post will b a bit emotional 4 me...last nite when I was havin my normal late nite dinner w my sis, my dad came home frm his normal golf routine...he said certain things which disconcerted me a bit..he was back frm my new plc 2 check on e lights which he had put up last sun..even tho tis sounds minor, but his gesture act really moved me.. I also spotted plasters on several fingers, n tis made me realise tt he is act growing older w each passing day..We had our squabbles ( me n him r so alike in temperament but I tink Im worse) but I tink I do love him..U c, even typing tis makes me teary eyed...Damn!

Life is short, n usually we try 2 make e most of it..but I tink sometimes, its really hard 2 achieve e things tt I want in tis life..4 me, life is okay but unfulfilled... 4 eg, my studies...I used 2 imagine myself workin 4 e MFA, w e delegates frm all over e world, tackling issues; something like wat e UN does..haha! BIG ambitions...but nothin happened, didnt study hard enuff 2 go 2 Uni...haiz..waste of my dad's money..even now, Im still lazy 2 continue as I have more urgent issues 2 settle; my house 4 instance..maybe later in life...

so obviously, marriage is nt an option..tt's y I spent most of my time ogling @ strangers n Zac Efron! most of my frens knew, tis is all just distraction...anyway, e GUY of my dreams had registered 4 his marriage recently..haiz..down e drain.. I still remembered e time when I was in sec 1, he was a yr older n I saw him on e bus towards Jurong JC...he was like so cool; sitting alone n gazin out of e window in a nonchalant way..n it doesnt help tt e wind was blowin his hair..haha..tt IS love @ first sight! up till now, I still have feelings 4 him; I find it so nt amusing when everytime I contemplate on a relationship, I will tink of him..I noe its nt gd but if tt's e way my brain works, then I c no way of getting married! which suits me fine 4 now..11 long yrs...WOW..

ytd,work was dreadful..Eng Huat commented on my ''quietness'', which I tink was unusual 4 him n others I guess..haha..feelin so lonely, I moved over 2 Amin's plc...chatted w Manon n Rohaya...gradually my mood became better! ate some caramel bars or (cakes?) brought back by Joseph n Ann...yummy! had 3 of those, then kena scolded by e gals...too bad I have a sweet tooth!

I cant wait 2 c SYL!!! Night shift is loomin...hate e part when I have to work 11.5 hrs on Mon...haiz..

finally OFF tis Fri! c u when i c u k!

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

slogging at work!!!

2008-12-09T18:04:00.003+08:00

workin again..like every other day....sianzzzzzz....i started @ 2.30pm, been ans calls like no one's biznes, average of 18 calls/hr 2day! wow! want 2 b top agent also nt until like tt muz ans rite! throat very itchy now, feel like drinkin green tea frappe frm Starbucks =) n hungry too..wat shud i eat?! been gorgin myself w so much food over e weekend..die! need 2 lose weight fast, if nt i will be left on e shelves! haha...as if I care...

well, nothing interestin happened last wk except went 2 JB w my family 2 buy lights 4 my new plc..its been dull since syl went on break..missed him! he will b comin back nxt wk but I will b on nite shift..DAMN! tink I can c him only for e Xmas dinner...haiz...still plannin on e venue for e dinner, but lookin @ feedback, i tink Holland V is e preferred spot..hmmm..so near 2 workplc..I still haven find Xmas prezzies! hurry hurry!

I tink I looked horrible lately...my undereyes r super black..nt enuff sleep lah...a bit dehydrated, need more water...also need mask! will buy later @ JP..hopefully I will look great on Xmas! haha..

ok lah..no mood 2 type! c u when i c u k!

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

irresistible pics frm TWILIGHT

2008-12-04T20:52:00.012+08:00

ooo...e CULLEN family...look at CARLISLE!! hot daddy ;)

e intensity of e gaze.....melt....

cool!!

speechless....

speechless part 2....

how i wish i was in bella's place....sigh...

hehe....e side profile..i LIKE!

haiz...so hard 2 find a guy/man like tis in SPORE! haiz....

e super yummy siblings! obviously edward caught my eye ;)

troubled times

2008-11-30T15:16:00.005+08:00

its troubled times nw; e world economic crisis no thanks 2 e US... ppl r scramblin 2 recover losses n struggling 2 avoid retrenchment.. fortunately, unlike Citi,DBS n etc, there is no confirmed news of retrenchment esp in e RBS call ctr..which is like supposed 2 b a big relief...NOT! changes in e sched sucks big time, esp when they cut ur off days 2 a single day..haiz...we arent agreeable when there r many flaws 2 e supposedly ''perfect'' finalised sched 4 dec..wat 2 do..we're just workers...obey nt 2 retort..=(

well, im still nt happy n ive made my concerns known 2 several TLs n basically, almost e whole group of shifters..i refused 2 lose in my fight 2 secure 2 off days 4 e quad team of me, Manon, Randy n Rohaya...haven they heard of e word IMPARTIAL n JUSTICE n EQUALITY?!??! i will bug Ed tmr till he wanna cry, tts wat i did 2 Freddie..hehe...scared him w my qns!

2 distract myself frm work, i watched e TWILIGHT movie online, had gotten e link frm Mas..bless her..cant believe we're both fans! yeah ;) Robert Pattinson ( loved him in HPNTGOF) is super hot n gt me bothered so much throughout e movie..e EYES babe! e SMOULDERING INTENSE phrase '' You're my life now''....swoon....he is so bloody PERFECT; nt even Zac Efron can convince me as a vampire! ive read e first bk, goin 2 buy e remaining 3 bks in e series later..e bk is brilliant; makin ME wantin 2 find e right ''VAMPIRE'' 2 convert me n live eternally...it is like in my dreams scenario...cant wait 4 e actual movie 2 come out on e 18th! yeah yeah =) workin nite tt wk...!

anyway, ive yet 2 write in a formal complaint 2 tt bloody Starhub..so lazy 2 type out a long essay..been super pissed w them last fri...incompetent fools w repetitive ''i hope u understand mdm" phrase..4 e very long time since like i dunno when, i exploded n shouted w all my might @ e CSO..they have pushed me 2 e brink n all patience is lost... i HATE starhub..if i had magic powers, i would have killed MY, JS n burn down e call ctr of Starhub..once im full of hatred, there's no turning back...when u work in e service line, u kind have expectations n when they dun deliver, they GET e FAIZAH treatment.. tts my warning..cross my line n i will make u regret...when will they learn?! haiz...

in uncertain times like tis, one way 2 relieve stress is SHOPPING!!! i went 2 vivo on payday, wantin 2 try e STACKER frm BK as Randy had so delightfully told me on the prev day..met up w my sis aft her work n we had e TRIPLE which is like super huge, even 4 my size ;) managed 2 finish it bt was damn full 2 walk straight..haha..how 2 lose weight like tis?! also window shopped a bit, checkin out e promos e shops r havin 4 XMAS, nt bad act but obviously im nt bringin in e moolah 2 spend like water...then i went 2 zara n fell in love w e new tops displayed, n guess wat?!? i blew 100 bucks on a top..im super crazy man, even my sis is givin me e evil eye! haiz..hard times brings e need 2 be frugal bt i tink e rule doesnt apply 2 me ;(

well..im goin 2 marina sq later 2 help my sis find e appropriate dress 4 e BANG & OLUFSEN preview on wed..hopefully nt goin 2 spend any dime tis time...feel guilt-stricken bout e money spent...but hey, e top was gorgeous! hehe

anyway, pics 2 drrrooooooolllllll................

e CULLENS!!!!Rosalie, Jasper, Alice, Edward & Emmett

Edward n Bella @ PROM

e MOVIE poster!

gtg...take care n do watch TWILIGHT!!! COOL movie ;)

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

another set of random pics HSM 3 ;)

2008-11-15T12:18:00.006+08:00

love tis pic...dreamy hunk.....=)

troy n gabriella @ e prom set

my fav photog if he opts 4 career change...

e sweet couple @ TRL

@ one of e movie premieres...

pure raw anger bubbling in me

2008-11-15T11:07:00.008+08:00

tis wk kinda sucks...my fav guy, CHARLIE, gt voted out by dumb idiotic baboons..super uncool! he DOESNT deserve 2 go bt bcuz of a stupid personal vendetta which he was unaware of, he was gone...LIKE TAT!!!!! i am still boiling over e fact tt these arseholes r still in e game!!! seriously tinking of boycottin e whole show but i cant resist seeing my MARLIE @ tribal council....haiz...big dilemma! earlier in e morn, Eng Huat had already smsed me 2 gladly infrm tt my CHARLIE is out...i so hate him! he is so gleeful...i cant take it, so nt talkin 2 him 4 3 days!

cant sleep e whole nite n my mood is very e bitter now..dun feel like speakin 2 anyone...however, one thing good bout e ouster is tt my CHARLIE can c his MARCUS @ Ponderosa, where e jury remains till e finale...tt is sweeeettt....they can bond n chill n no suffering..anyway, they r smart n earning big bucks, so no need 2 necessarily win e big prize! as long as its nt e dumb asses winning e million prize, i could care less who wins....as long as i have my MARLIE =) heard online tt they r campaigning hard 2 b on AMAZING RACE!!! hopefully, they will b on it as they r the best reality partners EVER!! woohoo...GOOOOOOOOO TEAM MARLIE!

sorry, haven been bloggin 4 e past few wks cuz im just so lazy 2 type! but now, since i feel like pourin my heart out, i decided wat better way than 2 blog online..lately, so many things happened @ e call ctr until i dunno where 2 start! okay...lets start w e Xmas lunch...well, e shifters r planning 2 have a simple lunch on 25/12; it will b a borin day 2 work so y nt we have some yummy food n cool music rite....festive season is here so muz EAT! haha...Syl suggested steamboat bt nt sure whether it will b feasible..option remains open tho; needs some planning; bringin raw food is no easy deal..

also heard from reliable sources tt K will b leavin before end of e yr, which is like shocking as i had presumed he loves workin here...tt goes 2 show ppl can b so unpredictable sometimes =( haiz...lucky, gt one gd thing tt psyched me tis wk..aft mths of wanting 2 c how Ken Tan looks like, i finally gt 2 c him while havin lunch @ e pantry! i find him quite cute even tho he might be either e same height or slightly taller than me...haha..now even my TL noes i find him cute , thanks to Onara n Sweep...so paiseh! he said i sound despo which im nt...as if im goin 2 go aft him...yeah rite ;)

anyway, i missed Syl!! worked w him last sun n we were laughin n jokin like no one's bizness; last sun was slack, nt much calls ;) bt calls began 2 come in tis wk; wed was horrible 4 me...i had more than 50 waivers 4 ML acct..haiz..sianz big time! cant wait 2 c him tis sun!!

b4 i go, let me post some pics of my MARLIE again; as a remembrance.. miss them terribly!

tis pic really gets me hot n bothered ;) a straight man n a gay man!

ok yo...gtg already...back 2 work! c u when i c u k!

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

last weekend b4 HSM3!

2008-10-18T18:58:00.004+08:00

hehe...last weeekeeend!!!! super pumped man =) been surfing online looking @ possible screenin time @ GV, SHAW & CATHAY...but unfortunately, only GV had started selling tickets while my main fav, e CATHAY is taking their own sweet time 2 release them..so irritated! even checked wit their sales dept, who replied tt e distributor, BUENA VISTA TRISTAR, is nt releasing sneaks 4 e movie..sianz! but nv mind, i will buy e tickets on WED b4 work...YEAH ;) BACK ROW COUPLE SEATS!!! ooooooooo......

tis past week has been a hectic one...so many calls ans esp on MON...Jeff said record breaking +2000 calls; its been a very long time since i c tis figure! WOW!!! i remembered ans calls like nobody's bizness! logged out exactly @10.30pm wit Thas...hehe..sorry Jeff! tired lah...so thirsty, my GREEN TEA nt enuff! hehe...

well, on wed b4 work, i met up wit Huiying 4 desserts @ e very yummy AH CHEW DESSERTS which ive terribly missed! ate 2 large bowls; one is e fav pulut hitam w ice cream n mango & pomelo sago!! oooooo.......so sinful 2 have gorged on sweet stuff but hey, its only once a mth thingy;) hehe..harmless..

ytd was a hilarious day again, Syl sat @ Randy's place n wats new, he n his English make me laugh like a mad woman...it started when he told me tt he will b goin 4 a holiday in DEC n when i asked him e destination, he replied '' MALVES''...i was puzzled, tinkin where e hey is tt?! he repeated several times till i suspected e obvious... finally i asked '' Is it MALDIVES?'' he said yes n i laughed until i almost had tears in my eyes..too bad Randy wasnt around, if nt sure he will b teased like mad...hahaha...syl syl..act it aint nice 2 b teasing him continuously but there is no malicious intent behind all this..its purely fun! right, Syl??? haha

earlier in today, Eng Huat came up 2 me 2 say tt he had e full soundtrack from HSM 3 (i cant believe tis guy even had any interest in e franchise in e first place!)..2 make sure he is nt lying, i sourced 4 songs frm youtube n managed 2 get e full listings as well...in fact, i posted most of e songs on my FB profile so ppl will noe ;) hehe..2 create awareness, i love giving free adverts! i tink ppl around me tired of listenin 2 me rambling bout HSM3! haha...every available person i will ask whether they will b goin 2 watch e movie ;) i tell u ive been promotin HSM 3 4 free!

feeling so lethargic rite now..only 4 of us now, joseph is leavin soon, so only left 3 ppl! YIKES!! tempted nt 2 ans calls! but i will b fired if i do tt! dunno whether they want 2 renew my contract which is due very soon =( haiz..a bit worried esp if they noe i have a temper disorder!! hopefully, Freddie will put in a few gd words 4 me...

well, ive gt 2 continue ans calls, some r a bit long winded esp on TLML...up 2 15 mins sometimes! watever!

so, c u when i c u k!

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

feeelin pissssssed

2008-10-13T17:49:00.005+08:00

well, e past 2 days were hectic 4 me...i was on nite shift on fri n sat n had so little sleep in btw...aft work ends on sat morn, rushed home 2 catch bout 2 hrs of sleep then woke up 2 cook some festive dishes 4 my colleagues @ work.. i was realli happy tt they ate my dishes cuz i was like super rushing 2 get things done n was afraid they might turn out bad..best thing, some even had 2nd helpings! n Jayce even came down 2 work 2 try e dishes even tho she was OFF..haha...yeah!

then same thing happen on sun...aft work, took cab back cuz i was super tired 2 even walk 2 e MRT station..i had only 2 hrs of sleep then rushed 2 meet my sec sch frens 2 create a banner 4 Petrie's BABY SHOWER..however, while i was @ Serene's plc, several things happened which made me feel so out of touch =( n PISSED!

firstly, serene suddenly said tt she might nt be able 2 make it 4 e shower n tt really gt me stumped as i was super pissed at e stupid casual remark..we have been PLANNING tis 4 ages, n now u have e cheek 2 tell me u cant make it cuz of ur just became BF told u he wants 2 bring u 2 a weddin dinner?!! wat e hell?! come on BABE! wat were u tinking?! sometimes, i feel tt its very irritatin 2 have frens who have partners..no offence, but use ur brain nt ur ass! priorities pls ppl!

secondly, Choon claimed tt she was super sleepy n when i pointed out 2 her i needed some sleep as well cuz i rejected their movie offer, she said she's also tired but she's goin...how can she be sure tt she is e only one tired n y cant i be tired as i only had a total of 4 hrs sleep 4 e past 2 days?! tt gt me really down man..come on, HOUSE BUNNY (?) while im saving hard 4 e movie premiere of HSM3?! haiz..told u they might be my longest frens but they nt sensitive @ all!

lastly e thing which gt me so BLOODY pissed; Choon smsed me aft their movie tt they r cash strapped 4 e baby shower n nt able 2 fork out $20 4 food cuz we have 3 prezzies 2 give...ive asked them prev , all said ok..then now, all budget..ive confirmed e order then had 2 act canx it..so e throw face! 4 prezzies, also have some misgivings...haiz...how nt 2 have white hair?! often, i feel stressed @ havin them 4 frens..i tell u aft e baby shower, sayonara 2 them! HMMMPH!

now still workin but a bit bored today..no Syl, then Randy n EH is on nite shift, then Jayce is off, then Mashitta n Fred is off work...haiz..bored stiff! occupyin myself w FB...hehe...n of cuz, watchin HSM3 videos on youtube! wow!

signin off 4 now, c u when i c u k!

too many frens stinks! so looking forward 2 e KL trip!

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

my fav random pics!

2008-10-11T02:09:00.007+08:00

my david archuleta! go boy!

e super cute guy from private practice =)

zac efron looking fabulous!

at e premiere of HSM3 in Paris

sweeet couple!

funny day

2008-10-11T01:47:00.014+08:00

it was a funny day on thurs....really enjoyed workin, basically laughed e whole day =) aft like ages, syl came back 2 work n we immediately started planning 4 e trip 2 KL in NOV...those confirmed goin is Jayce, Onara, Syl, Eng Huat n me, possibly Randy too! Jayce had nv taken e train b4 so we decided 2 go w her; its been a long time 4 me too...so transport-wise, settled; now 4 the accomodation, we have shortlisted but not booked..must wait 4 BIG SIS 2 come 2 work! so exciting!!! date-wise, we r lookin @ 5-7th Nov, or e weekend 7-9th; weekdays will be better n cheaper...no ppl!! yeah =)

Syl cracked me up so much w his powderful ENGRISH..he is such a hilarious guy!!! kept laughing until my ribs hurt! no idea how he managed 2 have e words come out from his mouth, '' nt in the right mind of state'' n ''blueberry''!! HAHAHAHA...confidently saying BLUBERRY instead of blackberry..TWICE! me n Eng Huat were e witnesses 2 e EVENT of e day ;) joker big time sey! always lookin forward 2 e ''classic'' moments from him!!! cue more laughter...Eng Huat also cracked me up lately...he n BIG SIS being paired up together...ppl gossiping!!! haiz...office romance is encouraged ;) haha..Freddie also very funny n lame lately since he moved to sit oppt me ( wat a view, always asking him wat fragrance he usin since its super strong!) maybe its e weekend, hence e lameness...haha

met up w Nora 4 a movie date on tues, MY BEST FREN'S GAL b4 work n it was funny! but b4 e movie started, we watched e HSM3 trailer which gt me super pumped up 4 e MAIN event!!!yeah =) so lookin forward 2 it, less than 2 weeks! HURRAY!! then on e next day, i invited Huiying n Huifen w BF 2 my house..cooked spicy mi goreng n yummy fried chicken wings..so happy tt they ate quite a lot! we discussed bout our impending trip next yr.. so torn where 2 go,either Indonesia n Siem Reap...cant just make up our minds! duh, we r gals, so indecisive ;) well, tt depends on them, im easy going as long as i escape e mental asylum..NO PRICE 4 GUESSIN E PLACE...hehe

while workin nite shift, i watched e new season of SURVIVOR online...missed e first 3 eps so have 2 catch up...my most fav tv show is back n now they r in GABON, somewhere in southwest AFRICA..u noe b4 e show aired, i was so rootin 4 tis guy named CHARLIE whom i find 2 b incredibly smart; he's a lawyer! however, when i watched e 1st ep, i was laughin so much tt i immediately felt tt this will be one of my fav seasons! cuz, durin e schoolyard pick 4 each tribe, MARCUS chose CHARLIE n guess wat happened next?! CHARLIE whooped in happiness tt he was on e same tribe as e former n hugged him, like a clingin one! haiz, cant believe he is a gay, so disappointed but i still love him! goin 2 be rootin for my MAN n of cuz, his crush MARCUS, e golden boy =)

check it out <> whooohoooo!

both strategizin on their onion alliance; where MARCUS told CHARLIE that he is e innermost layer of e onion...CORRINE n JACQUIE ( who was unfairly voted out in ep 4 aft e tribes switched!! makes my blood boil ^_ ^) e ones completin the circle...

e 2 of them even sat side by side @ their camp...LOVED them!

ok, gt 2 watch another ep online now....will be bloggin when im free! remember 2 catch HSM3 on 24 OCT k!!!!
c u when i c u!

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

feast n celebration

2008-10-03T01:52:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA 2 ALL MUSLIMS!!! finally, e best day of e yr has arrived! was super busy cleanin e house on Mon...took MC 4 tt..its a one woman show, wat do u expect?! im nt a GODZILLA! went shoppin last min, no surprise there, its a norm.. then on tues, went 2 e market n bought a long list of items 2 cook..my left hand strained due 2 e huge weight tat ive gt 2 carry (it still hurts!)..haiz..so tired but still cooked HARI RAYA dishes 4 e family..again one woman show..so used 2 it by now..best thing is; my dad keep commentin tt e dishes n ketupat r very yummylicious! even my stepmum suggested openin a catering company..might do so if im nt so lazy ;)hehe...wat 2 say, im all rounder =)

anyway, went visitin w my extended family, uncles, aunties, cuzzins, nieces, nephews..ppl call us e BIG group..4 cars, 2 vans...haha..a convoy! weather was super humid n body still aching...so bored! went home bout 11 pm, then cook again 4 e family, finally collapsed at 2am..haiz, im such a hard worker but no luck w findin e ONE; e reason y im so bloody choosy...DUH! so hard 2 find a good MUSLIM or anyone who DESERVES me! but nt findin one now..happy w busying myself on FACEBOOK ;)

now workin nite shift w Rohaya, Sifah & Randy...came 2 work late thanks 2 EH, who checked my Fri shift instead of Thurs...saw Jeff n Syl aft so long! no big diff tho except Jeff changed his seat 2 e one in e corner n tat Syl sitting at my place...so sad...now no one sitting oppt me! haiz..hopefully, e next person sitting there will be a fun 2 talk 2 guy/gal!

me a bit irritated w my old time frens..din mean 2 sound petty but none except 4 Petrie wished me greetings..a bit sad lah...they still gt e cheek 2 send me email 2 go 2 SINGAPORE FLYER, which ive blatantly ignored n refused 2 reply...they ah..sometimes make me feel tt i dun need frens..let myself be free from e social circle...find myself slowly driftin away..aft Petrie's bdae shower, i tink i will dissolve into thin air..all e better from any heartache.. only Huiying n Huifen remains my bestest frens from JC...e AHNEOHASAEYO gang!! =)

so far, today calls all like shit! very long winded n each call lasted no more than 8 mins! super pissed w my AHT!! usually its very good but i tink today really stinks...one bloody chr even remarks tt her cheque posted late due to STUPID HARI RAYA! super super super bloody angry @ tt remark! how dare she?! i can just report her n Spore might turn upside down! 2nd wave of racial riots..wat fun! almost wanted 2 tender @ tat time n scold her bloody bitch..but cant, she's nt worth it...

watchin HSM2 online..keep seein e promo posters @ e bus stops everywhere n its CALLIN me 2 buy tickets!! which i will do so next week!!! cant wait =) yeah!3 tickets 4 e sneaks, then 2 tickets 4 e first day...n countin...hehe.. goin 2 be so broke...

Sat is loomin n there will be an open house @ my place...bout 150 ppl will be goin n i will be very tired n still have 2 go 2 work @ nite..sianz..but tt's life n sometimes, priorities need 2 be set..wat 2 do..

gtg now..left hand pain again..need an urgent massage! c u when i c u!

dun eat lots of kuih n rendang!

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

sleepy n bored stiff

2008-09-27T17:34:00.005+08:00

wow...its been ages since i blogged!..super lazy 2 even type out e words..haiz..im feeling so sleepy now...had worked night shift e day before n now working till 10.30pm..work work work... but me nt unhappy; in fact, i feel so comfortable workin here n nt lookin for another job..here, can joke, laugh n even run around e call ctr like 5 yr old kids, HIDING each other's shoes ;)haha.. like some ppl i noe..hehe..so fun! where can find workplace like tt?! everywhere politics, but here, everyone except 4 one, is FINE..

wats exciting is tt next wk is HARI RAYA!! e fasting mth just gone like tt..went full blast shopping ytd @ VIVOCITY; its payday, cant be helped ;)..spent like no one's bizness..went from one shop 2 e other, i LOVED it!! also manage 2 finally sign up 4 xtra saver acct w SCB.. e guy, Raj, who helped me, is super hot wit thick, full lashes which cover his eyes..OOOOOOOOooooooo n he's hairy..I LIKE!!...cant believe my luck, but too bad he's married, saw e DAMN ring..haiz..all good guys r gone..WATEVER...ate @ BK 4 break fast then shop shop shop till my feet tired..in e end, came in 30 mins late 4 work..LUCKY sir fred nt lookin 4 me...busy with PSP i tink..haha..

talkin bout my dearest TL, i ''sounded'' him on Thurs night on team call evaluation..found out from Ann tt our team was e top one in AUG...n his response?? ' im very busy, no time 2 check'..haiz..typical ans from Freddie..asked bout incentive then he say he will tink bout it..maybe next yr then he will decide!!hmmph..

sched finally came out ytd n it was a headache! i was unhappy w the regular shift tt they put me on..i cant even function properly in e morn..lucky Eng Huat came up 2 me 2 tell me i can take his tues OFF...so happy!! also managed 2 change shifts w Ann n Nura 4 Thurs n Fri...cool...wat luck!PHEW....

tmr will be heading 2 IKEA 2 buy storage boxes.. so many junk from sis...haiz...then go shopping again w my mum ;) yeah..shopping fever!! so exciting...still need 2 buy lip gloss...dunno which brand..been buying so much stuff from MAC from my cuzin..they r so GOOOOD!!! maybe a cheap lip gloss then..LOREAL? or BODY SHOP? hmmm..so many choices..stressed...anyway, ZAC EFRON's face keep popping out everywhere i go..he is on e cover for teenage, lime..FINALLY, bought FIRST mag which had postcards from HSM3...a really cool edition...they also compared him 2 JOE JONAS, whom i feel tt he cant hold a candle 2 e very delicious TROY BOLTON! guess wat!?! even they agree w me =) ha!

still working now n very e FULL...me n e rest had briyani dum 4 break fast cuz my dad bought from kampong jawa earlier..counting down e time while watching n listening 2 HSM 3 on YOUTUBE...never gt bored of it..even SIFAH n JOSEPH were commenting...hehe...less than a mth away 2 e movie!!!WHOOOHOOOO.....

in e meantime, check out e song CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE... it is e most heart wrenching, soul-touching song ive ever heard...super super romantic!! wow! now imaginin myself 2 be swept off my feet..hehe...b4 i talk more nonsense, its best 2 leave it as it is now...so be happy n lets look forward to HARI RAYA!! yeah =)

c u when i c u k! muacks!

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

after blue day is pink day

2008-09-16T16:05:00.008+08:00

hehehe...back aft MIA 4 so long...lazy lah must type..already @ work must type here n there..i also found out i spent 90% @ work talking on e phone, stats dun lie! haiz...i tink my mouth grew bigger!!haha...

last tues, went out w my JC frens, Huifen n Huiying 2 have a post bdae dinner @ Swensens, Bugis..e gals gt me a pair of blue earrings from Chomel which is so lovely! so happy =)

then we walked over 2 Arab St ( or Little Arab as that Ying kept saying) 2 look @ e lights...but nt much things there tho..like dead town..haha..a bit contrast to Geylang which I havent been 2 yet! we also had desserts @ AH CHEW desserts stall..they ordered mango & pomelo while i had e most adventurous mix, e PULUT HITAM w VANILLA ICE CREAM!!! act, the most unique one is e GRASS JELLY w BANANA, which none of us dared 2 try! haha, 3 hungry gluttons ; )

my pulut hitam...yummylicious!!

mango & pomelo dessert- sweet n sour..nice combi!

then aft eating, we took more photos, i tink like gazillion..face so cramped, thanks 2 tt Fen who is an asst photographer..haiz.. but it was fun hangin n chilling like an 18 yr old ;)hehehe..shud do it more often..

now 16 days of fasting already, super fast..haven even buy e necessities..last min always..so many things 2 buy!! goin bankrupt soon =( haiz... lucky govt gt give $$..anyway, cant wait 4 MAC makeup! bought a few from my cuzin @ super low prices! yeah, finally can look like liv tyler/rachel weisz =)hehe

ytd was BLUE day- e day tt ABN gt REBRANDED as RBS..everyone except me have 2 wear blue..eeeee, blue monday became even more BLUER...n i saw balloons too..like sucking up 2 e new management..CEO's name is SIR FRED...once joked 2 Freddie tt he will get along well wit him..muahaha..funny..soon, Freddie will turn up 2 work in KILT!!

today, im @ work, counting down to break time..started @ 12 noon, break @ 7pm..SO looooonnnngg... haiz...stupid aircon blasting like no one bizness..irritating! n my stomach growling like a wolf...ooooo...cant wait 2 eat somethin spicy later!!

well, nothing interesting is goin 2 happen tis week except for HSM DANCE ALONG on Sun @8pm!! finishing work @ 7.30pm, so gt 2 rush back!! yeah...can dance n sing again =) hooray! POWER TO DISNEY CHANNEL!

so tired of typin..will catch up again k! take care n SELAMAT BERPUASA (happy fastin!)
c u when i c u k!

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

bdae celebration

2008-09-06T21:01:00.004+08:00

today was a boring day, 3 ppl on MC..nothing interesting happened; a dull day..but ytd was great fun! i met up w my longtime/best frens for a bdae dinner @ Lucky Plaza n we ate yummylicious prata; i ate sardine murtabak which is like my 2nd choice aft ice cream prata which i cant eat as i need real food..

b4 e dinner, they gave me my prezzie! as ive guessed..its a HSM bear from BUILD A BEAR workshop =) so excited bout it! i cant believe they knew what i wanted and it was so coooool! i cant stop touchin n stroking e bear..it was so soft n super huggable!!! so happy; i guess ive been telling everyone ive known bout my obsession w HSM...hehehe..tats how they got e bear 4 me..

aft tat, we went 2 CANELE @ PARAGON 2 have some yummylicious cakes.. it was superb n heavenly tasting! so many selections but i can only choose one, so sad...my fav is e strawberry shortcake! shared w cartoon as i cant finish it..we were so full...we took pics together w e super cute bear...it was fun =) cant wait 4 another fun adventure happening tis Tues...Huifen n Huiying planning 2 bring me 2 Dempsey Rd!! never been there, hope gt some eye candy there..hehehe...

tmr shud be a fun day cuz gt tat eng-deficit guy, Syl coming 2 work..hehehe..kacau him, more fun! now is raining like cats n dogs...cold..wonder e rain will stop by e time i finished work...haiz..

okok will update on e adventure next wk! c u when i c u k!

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

2008-09-04T03:17:00.002+08:00

OGA, ME, SERENE, CHOON & AMANDA!

surprise

2008-09-04T01:21:00.003+08:00

hehe..back aft MIA 4 almost a week! e post will be much longer today ;) so bear w me k..

last weekend was fun! so busy busy... on sat, went 2 have dinner w my family, then rushed 2 meet my frens at Fish & Co @ e Glass House.. felt bad making them wait 4 me..in my absence, they were talking bout having a holiday next yr cuz during 11 yrs of frenship, we have nt been on a holiday together, so finally its TIME 2 have fun on a foreign land! destination either BALI or BINTAN..2 be decided later...

anyway, we went to MOS in Guo An's car.. had initially wanted 2 go 2 e ARENA n chill but they have tis MISS EARTH competition goin on n e entrance fee was high ( too bad, spotted a very handsome mixed Eurasian guy who was wearing a suit outside awaiting entry, missed my chance there =( )...so wat e heck, lets just go to MOS..nt bad..they have tis UV entry pass ''chopped'' on our wrists..like super cool! haha..went to the retro section which i enjoyed tremendously! the music was good n there is tis cute ang moh wearing white who was dancing sleekly ;) i LIKE!! my frens dare me to dance but no way i can do tat in front of so many unknowns..instead, played the tai chi game (?!) n were havin a good laugh together..but aft that, e mood wasnt there anymore.. came down to 1st level n moved over 2 e smoove section, which i hated! too many ppl ( malays esp) n im claustrophobic..lost my mood n came out, had to get away..shortly aft, i decided enough is enough n was accompanied by Choon n Serene to the taxi stand..will i be back? i dun tink so..one time is cool...twice is not

also durin e dinner, i brought up e idea of having a baby shower 4 Petrie as her twins r due in jan..will be held at their place on 26/10/08, a triple celebration for her twins, hers n alex's BDAE! GUESS wat!!! im the SHOW HOSTESS =)yeah...it will be so much FUN ;) have done my research online of cuz..as everyone's budget conscious, will be choosin EATZI catering 4 food; they offer e best menu ( SYL say one ) =) 4 decor, e necessities; balloons, wrappers n thought of aromatherapic candles.. checked out PRECIOUS THOTS last sun, have decided on givin out invitation cards 2 make it more formal.. door gifts n wishlist from e MUM still pending, games i have only 2 in mind..still working on it...cake-wise, i haven decide on e maker yet
=( soon soon.. but one thing is confirmed; i will be baking cupcakes !!! yummylicious ;)

now working w Eng Huat, Farina n Joseph..eating rojak n teh tarik, even tho i have a itchy throat n bad flu..hehe..nothing can stop a glutton..but i tink im better off tho..EH is having roti john, rojak n murtabak!!! kidding me sey that guy..so skinny yet such big eater..so JEALOUS! weather remains wet, prices remain high, n no change in salary..gloomy forecast ahead! read Onara's blog on Tues, found out that there is a stupid rule of NO EATING @ ur workstation for fear of odors, pests etc..so inconvenient..making it diff for ppl to break fast..cant possibly have all malays go to pantry 2 eat right?! stupid ppl comin up w stupid rule..voiced out my displeasure 2 Alvin, he said who cares..aft 7pm, we can do watever we like, as long as we dispose them carefully...crazy management..arggh..pissed w them!

on e bright side tho, its my BDAE tmr!!! a HIGHLY ANTICIPATED EVENT =) hehehe.. working in e morn, then meet my frens again @ Orchard for break fast..cool..cant wait! they have a huge prezzie 4 me which they have happily refused to give me a hint..wat type of frens r they huh?!! haha..but still i adore them!

okie, gtg now..eating my rojak..c u when i c u ;) take care n pls do not watch camp rock on disney channel tis sun k!

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

first nite shift aft so long

2008-08-26T00:34:00.003+08:00

so excited to be working nite shift aft so long...missed e quietness of e call centre, no managers n all..working w randy, joseph n edward tonight.. im e lone rose among e thorns..haha..will be busy watching brothers & sisters on tvokay later..cant wait!

earlier in e morn, rec an sms from Choon on e venue for Sat.. its at Fish & Co but i cant join them 4 dinner..my dad want to treat me to seafood at NEWTON, so i will be meeting them later @ night..she hinted that they had gotten me a BIG prezzie! nt so sure what..hmm. so exciting..r u tinking wat im tinking B1? hahaha..cant get my hopes too high tho..lets c on sat =)

so lazy to come to work today..i dun like when ppl nag.. they can be so irritatin n i feel like throttling them everytime they do that..i will have my PMS then stomp off to e pantry to chill.. how to fast if im like this?! must learn to keep my temper in check..like randy..never c him lose his cool..ADMIRABLE..haha..must be like him..

tmr got to go buy for Freddie his bdae prezzie..e team decided on shopping vouchers..maybe from TOPMAN, HUGO or TOMMY HILFIGER..no idea which..its shopping time! yeah =) noticed both he n Randy had a haircut ..i tink e former looks weird lah..like hmmm (?)..y? now the RAIN resemblance nt so much..haha

ive gt a confession to make..i HAVE a crush rite now..totally out of e blue..i cant tell who it is n i cant even say anything except on tis blog..haha..wats new..its scary, try nt to tink bout it..its really harmful! must keep my thoughts pure, i even subconsciously dreamed of him prev.. its diff as our paths cross sometimes..

haiz..a troubled heart..must focus on something else now..ZAC EFRON! goin to watch youtube n be mesmerised by him..then can forget bout my crush...hehe..

adios..c u when i c u! take care n dun let e rain dampens ur mood ;)

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

sunday....

2008-08-24T15:02:00.004+08:00
yeah, its sunday! discovered something online today! went to BUILD A BEAR WORKSHOP online page n guess wat??!!! there is a HSM bear rite now worth $36.90! im buying buying buying e bear! for myself only..reward myself on my BDAE! so fun right?! my fav=) there is a reason y they launch it..its for ME! hehe...

been raining since ytd..maybe its monsoon in aug/sept? hmmm..no idea..so cold rite now in e office..im sandwiched btw Jayce n Rohaya but still cold..haiz, now imagining myself sipping hot choc n sleeping on my BED =) blissful..haha..as IF..working today is fun! cuz FUN ppl r here! yeah =) even Freddie is lame n funny today! record; he never sleeps today! AMAZING... but im nt talking to Jeff today, he fined me for $11120 on PARKING WARS! so not fair..hmmph...tats what i did when he failed me on call eval..

also found out tat my DAVID ARCHULETA has beaten DAVID COOK on the singles chart! filled w delirium..C TAT?! My archie is brilliant n cute n angelic n dimply (if there is such a word)..even tho im like almost 24, i tink i will be CRAAZZZY if i c him alive..i will squish him n put him in my box ;)hehe...e paedophile feeling in me...gt to get rid of it b4 i get arrested for some serious damage!

wat else?? oh..i ate nasi ambeng ytd! yummy yummy yummy!! ate so much of my fav garem asem, sambal goreng, fried chicken n begedil n serondeng!! ooooo.....lala...im in heaven =) so many fun activities to do in sept! its e fasting mth, also my BDAE mth, then reality heavyweights SURVIVOR n AMAZING RACE showing on TV...wow..busy busy..mon, wed, fri...must make sure im OFF or work early..must buy organizer so can list all my appts..haha..

brrrrrrr....so bloody cold! save on lights but nt on air conditioning..stupid building! screwed priorities =( SAVE e EARTH, SAVE e CALL CENTRE..haha..lame lame lame..

gtg now..my hands r frozen...need to put them in the microwave to thaw..hehe..

c u when i c u! look on e bright side, its MONDAY tmr ;)

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

e weekend

2008-08-21T18:24:00.006+08:00
today is a thursday, tmr is a friday..have to start @ 9am due to change of shift, then later finish @ 10.30pm...how to wake up..haha...COFFEE!! must buy lots of coffee at koufu...

spent e whole aft watching HSM 1 & 2 ytd...so shiok! hate e camp rock advert on disney channel..so irritating..like copycat...totally dun find joe jonas hot n demi is nt pretty, prefer nick jonas..so cute..kawaii ;) haha..im liking younger guys..die..how to get married like tat?? my dad will kill me if i marry younger guys..

anyway, im looking forward to 30th aug..my frenz is bringing me to have dinner then go to MOS for bdae celebration..my FIRST time go chill!! a bit exciting but i scared later Choon drunk again..i dun want leh.. still remember tat time on 25/07..so nt e glam! zhen huang also celebrating his bdae on fri,29th..tot his bdae on 30th..hmmm..early celebration maybe...cant go tho..gt to work on tat day =( will miss e fun n crap..haiz..

still thinking wat to get for Freddie for his bdae.. hmmm..some kimchii or CLEAR shampoo endorsed by RAIN??! haha..e korean resemblance..no idea man..cant possibly go up to ask him right..like nothing better to do llike tat..will spend some time on tis impt matter =)

today calls nt so bad compared to Mon...but heard tat calls on Wed were a nightmare..phew! lucky nt working..hehe..watched e Olympics high jump heats last night..e guys were hot, so droolworthy..maybe their part time job is modelling..amazed at their jumpin skills..i LIKE!! e Russians were good..all 3 qualified 4 e finals..im rooting 4 them plus e Czech guy..disappointed only Japan n China e only Asian reps..

now still busy ans calls, sitting at Eng Huat's place wit Syl at Ann's place...ha, e wonders of multi tasking..
blogging n ans calls n typing in requests for waiver..hehe..im tensai..

ok lah..gtg..c u when i c u k! its FRIDAY tmr!! yeah..its e weekend..

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

monday...sianz...

2008-08-18T13:29:00.007+08:00
grrr..its monday...bluesy monday...lame monday...so lazy to drag myself to work! im wearing green today, with some bling bling to try n brighten up my day..hopefully e day will be nt b so blue later..hehe..

my dad bought a big LCD TV n spent e morning watching MTV on it! so fun, BIG tv...but no DVD player, cuz my dad brought it inside his room..so unfair...if nt can watch HSM 2 before goin to work..at least can dance dance for a while..make myself happy

ytd, @ work, was browsing thru tis website chocabloc, so MANY delicious yummy looking cakes..imagine durian truffle cake!!! wow..my eyes almost popped out..haha..that eng huat lah..show me that sinful website...tot of ordering later, maybe next wk..long time no eat cake..might order the choc fudge cake..supposedly e bestseller..

today got a surprise email from my TL Freddie..so happy until I dun noe what to say...finally aft many many many many mths, he sent an email to each of his team members to infrm on call stats/performance..finally! haha..at least now I dun feel neglected anymore.. noticed today his mood nt bad, dunno y..his BDAE?? guess something must have happened =)

cant wait for lunch..maybe later goin to Tanglin Halt...with EH..might buy durian ice kacang again..my system is so full of durian now..haha, disgusting..haiz, missed syl already...he only coming back on wed, im OFF..dunno since when i kinda acknowledged that his presence affects me positively..hmmm..must be subconsciously tho..his bad english always wind me up..no offence ya, syl..in good jest only..

ok...now dunno wat to say already, must focus on work now..as my TL said in his email, I must maintain my call stats...no way can my performance drop..stressed..

c u when i c u! TODAY looks good n cheerios

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

2008-08-16T14:10:00.000+08:00

2008-08-16T13:55:00.000+08:00

busy day

2008-08-16T10:53:00.006+08:00
sianz...so busy ans calls..on a SAT??!!non stop..so tired!! feel like goin home early..hehe..how like tis??!
anyway, i ve just found out that the HARRY POTTER 6 has been delayed till next summer 2009!! im so pissed...of all movies!!just 4 e sake of money/earnings, they dare hurt my heart =( crazy ppl.. lucky HSM still on 24/10, if nt e incredible hulk will come to life to haunt those lunatics who postpone the release!

now, still busy ans calls..weather looks dull n gloomy..ha..like myself now...cant wait for my break to chill..nothing interesting happened in e past few days tho, so BORING..just ans calls and more calls and entertain pesky ppl..wat a life! CHANGE is req but when to put things in action>? hmmm..a PLAN is needed..hehe..will concoct by end of SEPT =)

pay will be coming in soon, so many things to settle..hari raya is looming and must give green packets..stressed, still tinking how much to give..also my baju kurung still haven send to the tailor, bought e cloth in May but keep procrastinatin' n now tailor cant accept anymore req..die...tink need to buy tis yr..scratching my head now..where to go sey?/ not everywhere gt nice baju kurung esp 4 my size...my hands too long lah..my shoulder too broad lah..or my size too big lah..kinda hate tis small island, everything is so small..think need to migrate to '' BIG SIZED'' country..haha...

waiting 4 my blog to be updated by ONARA!! cant wait..too bad tis computer idiot cant do it by herself..SYL had helped out a lot but finishing touches, need ONARA's help =)hehe..

YEAH! its BREAK time!! buying roti prata, weather so cold..hmm..wit teh tarik too!! yummylicious..kk..gtg..

c u when i c u! cheers, its e weekend =)

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

im back!

2008-08-14T01:58:00.010+08:00
hehe..im back for a second post! something happened on my way home so i must blog..reached home at 12.30am , almost 2 hrs aft ive finished work! i had to take 2 buses to get home cuz the mrt station gt prob again...sianz..of all days! wonder wat had happened sey...must check the newspaper tmr!

anyway, on my way back home, many things kept flashing in my mind..things like my old frenzs, work and life..lately, i havent been myself around my frenzs..no idea y i feel so out of touch even tho we ve been meeting up..its like ur body is there but not ur soul..haha..cryptic..they ve been asking me but i keep dodging e qn..i din even want to tell them i ve gt a blog now..i have been spending more time @ work and always felt that they talked bout me whenever im nt aroun'..like y im absent..duh..im a shifter, cant possibly be swapping shifts all e time right..it aint easy, i tell u..i tink im losing my frenzs slowly..=(

takes time to sort out my feelings rite now...i may look normal but inside me, things r stirring..not stressed tho, just that the emotions r so mixed right now...i dun even noe how to move a step further..i guess i just need to focus on my work, get a life and chill...no point in thinking too much! just makes my blood pressure go up only..

i cant wait for HSM 3 Senior Year!! yeah =)..watched the HSM on ice tour n it was great fun! a bit disappointed e real cast wasnt there but wat e heck..e skaters were fabulous! been watching many HSM videos on youtube n im super super excited, more than any kid/teen/adult on tis island!!! i make sure i beat them to the cinema..guess i will have to ask my roster in charge to put me off on 23rd & 24th Oct!! to be safe, maybe on 22nd too!!haha...will be watching it with my sis at the Grand CATHAY!!! counting down to the 3rd thing that im looking forward to besides my Bdae n HARRY POTTER (!)

gotta sleep now, later cant wake up, then take mc...oops..haha...i think i need to speak to my TL tmr, hope he nt mood swing again...

c u when i c u k! sleep tight n dun let the ghost bugs bite!

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.

first post!!

2008-08-13T22:41:00.004+08:00
yeah, my first post!!!

wat shud i blog? my work? or my mental instability?? hmmm..being very indecisive here..let me c..hmm..y nt start wif work?? i have so many things to say bout work...cant name my company here, but hint hint..its a BANK!!

i feel so jaded @ work, so not e productive and so many nuisance calls.. feel so angry most of the time, i think i need therapy badly..can recommend any good ones?? before i become the INCREDIBLE HULK..which is like euwww..so ugly n GREEN!

haiz...wat to do? have to earn my own rice bowl, too bad no rich sugar daddy =) haha..as if i need one...give me a nice decent man anytime, man... i need to look for someone who can inspire me to go to work everyday! but no cute guys @ work..how??!!

hmmm...need to go on holiday..maybe can c cute guys =) haha...missed those days in school where u can just ask for their no and call them and go out later ;) so much fun!!! haha

guess its my mood swing... everyday its PMS day for me, like my TL..tats y im on his team! he is so cute!! face only black but i tink he very funny guy!! haha..hope he is nt reading this, if nt he will disown me from his team...but i dun tink he is an online type of person...so im safe i guess..

today isnt a bad day for me..my ''old'' colleague sylvester came back to work aft so long (!) n i had lunch wit my '' darling'' randy..hopefully, someone nt jealous ;) making fun of syl was so much fun, beats work anytime! cant wait to see him tmr!! more fun...

tink its time for me to go back home..so happy to be off work! finally! but need to come back tmr to do the same thing all over again...like a robot! =( hopefully its a new day with a dose of excitement, if nt life will be so dead...ironic...

so c u when i c u ;) take care in e meantime!

xoxo w lots of love

faizah m.