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so excited to be working nite shift aft so long...missed e quietness of e call centre, no managers n all..working w randy, joseph n edward tonight.. im e lone rose among e thorns..haha..will be busy watching brothers & sisters on tvokay later..cant wait!
earlier in e morn, rec an sms from Choon on e venue for Sat.. its at Fish & Co but i cant join them 4 dinner..my dad want to treat me to seafood at NEWTON, so i will be meeting them later @ night..she hinted that they had gotten me a BIG prezzie! nt so sure what..hmm. so exciting..r u tinking wat im tinking B1? hahaha..cant get my hopes too high tho..lets c on sat =)
so lazy to come to work today..i dun like when ppl nag.. they can be so irritatin n i feel like throttling them everytime they do that..i will have my PMS then stomp off to e pantry to chill.. how to fast if im like this?! must learn to keep my temper in check..like randy..never c him lose his cool..ADMIRABLE..haha..must be like him..
tmr got to go buy for Freddie his bdae prezzie..e team decided on shopping vouchers..maybe from TOPMAN, HUGO or TOMMY HILFIGER..no idea which..its shopping time! yeah =) noticed both he n Randy had a haircut ..i tink e former looks weird lah..like hmmm (?)..y? now the RAIN resemblance nt so much..haha
ive gt a confession to make..i HAVE a crush rite now..totally out of e blue..i cant tell who it is n i cant even say anything except on tis blog..haha..wats new..its scary, try nt to tink bout it..its really harmful! must keep my thoughts pure, i even subconsciously dreamed of him prev.. its diff as our paths cross sometimes..
haiz..a troubled heart..must focus on something else now..ZAC EFRON! goin to watch youtube n be mesmerised by him..then can forget bout my crush...hehe..
adios..c u when i c u! take care n dun let e rain dampens ur mood ;)
xoxo w lots of love
faizah m.
yeah, its sunday! discovered something online today! went to BUILD A BEAR WORKSHOP online page n guess wat??!!! there is a HSM bear rite now worth $36.90! im buying buying buying e bear! for myself only..reward myself on my BDAE! so fun right?! my fav=) there is a reason y they launch it..its for ME! hehe...
been raining since ytd..maybe its monsoon in aug/sept? hmmm..no idea..so cold rite now in e office..im sandwiched btw Jayce n Rohaya but still cold..haiz, now imagining myself sipping hot choc n sleeping on my BED =) blissful..haha..as IF..working today is fun! cuz FUN ppl r here! yeah =) even Freddie is lame n funny today! record; he never sleeps today! AMAZING... but im nt talking to Jeff today, he fined me for $11120 on PARKING WARS! so not fair..hmmph...tats what i did when he failed me on call eval..
also found out tat my DAVID ARCHULETA has beaten DAVID COOK on the singles chart! filled w delirium..C TAT?! My archie is brilliant n cute n angelic n dimply (if there is such a word)..even tho im like almost 24, i tink i will be CRAAZZZY if i c him alive..i will squish him n put him in my box ;)hehe...e paedophile feeling in me...gt to get rid of it b4 i get arrested for some serious damage!
wat else?? oh..i ate nasi ambeng ytd! yummy yummy yummy!! ate so much of my fav garem asem, sambal goreng, fried chicken n begedil n serondeng!! ooooo.....lala...im in heaven =) so many fun activities to do in sept! its e fasting mth, also my BDAE mth, then reality heavyweights SURVIVOR n AMAZING RACE showing on TV...wow..busy busy..mon, wed, fri...must make sure im OFF or work early..must buy organizer so can list all my appts..haha..
brrrrrrr....so bloody cold! save on lights but nt on air conditioning..stupid building! screwed priorities =( SAVE e EARTH, SAVE e CALL CENTRE..haha..lame lame lame..
gtg now..my hands r frozen...need to put them in the microwave to thaw..hehe..
c u when i c u! look on e bright side, its MONDAY tmr ;)
xoxo w lots of love
faizah m.
today is a thursday, tmr is a friday..have to start @ 9am due to change of shift, then later finish @ 10.30pm...how to wake up..haha...COFFEE!! must buy lots of coffee at koufu...
spent e whole aft watching HSM 1 & 2 ytd...so shiok! hate e camp rock advert on disney channel..so irritating..like copycat...totally dun find joe jonas hot n demi is nt pretty, prefer nick jonas..so cute..kawaii ;) haha..im liking younger guys..die..how to get married like tat?? my dad will kill me if i marry younger guys..
anyway, im looking forward to 30th aug..my frenz is bringing me to have dinner then go to MOS for bdae celebration..my FIRST time go chill!! a bit exciting but i scared later Choon drunk again..i dun want leh.. still remember tat time on 25/07..so nt e glam! zhen huang also celebrating his bdae on fri,29th..tot his bdae on 30th..hmmm..early celebration maybe...cant go tho..gt to work on tat day =( will miss e fun n crap..haiz..
still thinking wat to get for Freddie for his bdae.. hmmm..some kimchii or CLEAR shampoo endorsed by RAIN??! haha..e korean resemblance..no idea man..cant possibly go up to ask him right..like nothing better to do llike tat..will spend some time on tis impt matter =)
today calls nt so bad compared to Mon...but heard tat calls on Wed were a nightmare..phew! lucky nt working..hehe..watched e Olympics high jump heats last night..e guys were hot, so droolworthy..maybe their part time job is modelling..amazed at their jumpin skills..i LIKE!! e Russians were good..all 3 qualified 4 e finals..im rooting 4 them plus e Czech guy..disappointed only Japan n China e only Asian reps..
now still busy ans calls, sitting at Eng Huat's place wit Syl at Ann's place...ha, e wonders of multi tasking..
blogging n ans calls n typing in requests for waiver..hehe..im tensai..
ok lah..gtg..c u when i c u k! its FRIDAY tmr!! yeah..its e weekend..
xoxo w lots of love
faizah m.
grrr..its monday...bluesy monday...lame monday...so lazy to drag myself to work! im wearing green today, with some bling bling to try n brighten up my day..hopefully e day will be nt b so blue later..hehe..
my dad bought a big LCD TV n spent e morning watching MTV on it! so fun, BIG tv...but no DVD player, cuz my dad brought it inside his room..so unfair...if nt can watch HSM 2 before goin to work..at least can dance dance for a while..make myself happy
ytd, @ work, was browsing thru tis website chocabloc, so MANY delicious yummy looking cakes..imagine durian truffle cake!!! wow..my eyes almost popped out..haha..that eng huat lah..show me that sinful website...tot of ordering later, maybe next wk..long time no eat cake..might order the choc fudge cake..supposedly e bestseller..
today got a surprise email from my TL Freddie..so happy until I dun noe what to say...finally aft many many many many mths, he sent an email to each of his team members to infrm on call stats/performance..finally! haha..at least now I dun feel neglected anymore.. noticed today his mood nt bad, dunno y..his BDAE?? guess something must have happened =)
cant wait for lunch..maybe later goin to Tanglin Halt...with EH..might buy durian ice kacang again..my system is so full of durian now..haha, disgusting..haiz, missed syl already...he only coming back on wed, im OFF..dunno since when i kinda acknowledged that his presence affects me positively..hmmm..must be subconsciously tho..his bad english always wind me up..no offence ya, syl..in good jest only..
ok...now dunno wat to say already, must focus on work now..as my TL said in his email, I must maintain my call stats...no way can my performance drop..stressed..
c u when i c u! TODAY looks good n cheerios
xoxo w lots of love
faizah m.
sianz...so busy ans calls..on a SAT??!!non stop..so tired!! feel like goin home early..hehe..how like tis??!
anyway, i ve just found out that the HARRY POTTER 6 has been delayed till next summer 2009!! im so pissed...of all movies!!just 4 e sake of money/earnings, they dare hurt my heart =( crazy ppl.. lucky HSM still on 24/10, if nt e incredible hulk will come to life to haunt those lunatics who postpone the release!
now, still busy ans calls..weather looks dull n gloomy..ha..like myself now...cant wait for my break to chill..nothing interesting happened in e past few days tho, so BORING..just ans calls and more calls and entertain pesky ppl..wat a life! CHANGE is req but when to put things in action>? hmmm..a PLAN is needed..hehe..will concoct by end of SEPT =)
pay will be coming in soon, so many things to settle..hari raya is looming and must give green packets..stressed, still tinking how much to give..also my baju kurung still haven send to the tailor, bought e cloth in May but keep procrastinatin' n now tailor cant accept anymore req..die...tink need to buy tis yr..scratching my head now..where to go sey?/ not everywhere gt nice baju kurung esp 4 my size...my hands too long lah..my shoulder too broad lah..or my size too big lah..kinda hate tis small island, everything is so small..think need to migrate to '' BIG SIZED'' country..haha...
waiting 4 my blog to be updated by ONARA!! cant wait..too bad tis computer idiot cant do it by herself..SYL had helped out a lot but finishing touches, need ONARA's help =)hehe..
YEAH! its BREAK time!! buying roti prata, weather so cold..hmm..wit teh tarik too!! yummylicious..kk..gtg..
c u when i c u! cheers, its e weekend =)
xoxo w lots of love
faizah m.
hehe..im back for a second post! something happened on my way home so i must blog..reached home at 12.30am , almost 2 hrs aft ive finished work! i had to take 2 buses to get home cuz the mrt station gt prob again...sianz..of all days! wonder wat had happened sey...must check the newspaper tmr!
anyway, on my way back home, many things kept flashing in my mind..things like my old frenzs, work and life..lately, i havent been myself around my frenzs..no idea y i feel so out of touch even tho we ve been meeting up..its like ur body is there but not ur soul..haha..cryptic..they ve been asking me but i keep dodging e qn..i din even want to tell them i ve gt a blog now..i have been spending more time @ work and always felt that they talked bout me whenever im nt aroun'..like y im absent..duh..im a shifter, cant possibly be swapping shifts all e time right..it aint easy, i tell u..i tink im losing my frenzs slowly..=(
takes time to sort out my feelings rite now...i may look normal but inside me, things r stirring..not stressed tho, just that the emotions r so mixed right now...i dun even noe how to move a step further..i guess i just need to focus on my work, get a life and chill...no point in thinking too much! just makes my blood pressure go up only..
i cant wait for HSM 3 Senior Year!! yeah =)..watched the HSM on ice tour n it was great fun! a bit disappointed e real cast wasnt there but wat e heck..e skaters were fabulous! been watching many HSM videos on youtube n im super super excited, more than any kid/teen/adult on tis island!!! i make sure i beat them to the cinema..guess i will have to ask my roster in charge to put me off on 23rd & 24th Oct!! to be safe, maybe on 22nd too!!haha...will be watching it with my sis at the Grand CATHAY!!! counting down to the 3rd thing that im looking forward to besides my Bdae n HARRY POTTER (!)
gotta sleep now, later cant wake up, then take mc...oops..haha...i think i need to speak to my TL tmr, hope he nt mood swing again...
c u when i c u k! sleep tight n dun let the ghost bugs bite!
xoxo w lots of love
faizah m.
yeah, my first post!!!
wat shud i blog? my work? or my mental instability?? hmmm..being very indecisive here..let me c..hmm..y nt start wif work?? i have so many things to say bout work...cant name my company here, but hint hint..its a BANK!!
i feel so jaded @ work, so not e productive and so many nuisance calls.. feel so angry most of the time, i think i need therapy badly..can recommend any good ones?? before i become the INCREDIBLE HULK..which is like euwww..so ugly n GREEN!
haiz...wat to do? have to earn my own rice bowl, too bad no rich sugar daddy =) haha..as if i need one...give me a nice decent man anytime, man... i need to look for someone who can inspire me to go to work everyday! but no cute guys @ work..how??!!
hmmm...need to go on holiday..maybe can c cute guys =) haha...missed those days in school where u can just ask for their no and call them and go out later ;) so much fun!!! haha
guess its my mood swing... everyday its PMS day for me, like my TL..tats y im on his team! he is so cute!! face only black but i tink he very funny guy!! haha..hope he is nt reading this, if nt he will disown me from his team...but i dun tink he is an online type of person...so im safe i guess..
today isnt a bad day for me..my ''old'' colleague sylvester came back to work aft so long (!) n i had lunch wit my '' darling'' randy..hopefully, someone nt jealous ;) making fun of syl was so much fun, beats work anytime! cant wait to see him tmr!! more fun...
tink its time for me to go back home..so happy to be off work! finally! but need to come back tmr to do the same thing all over again...like a robot! =( hopefully its a new day with a dose of excitement, if nt life will be so dead...ironic...
so c u when i c u ;) take care in e meantime!
xoxo w lots of love
faizah m.
stubborn, lame n BIG
~ Likes ~watching movies, sleeping, sweet stuff like chocs N pastries N traditional kuih muih, eating durian ice kacang
~ Loves ~me!haha..so ego..no lah..loves HSM so much!! zac efron so cute ;)n my family n frens of cuz
~ Hates ~stab in the back ppl, snakes..
~ Wishes ~to get a good man n have a long lasting marriage filled with many many love ;)haha..can i add i wanna meet zac efron?! yeah..!!